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It’s been a weeks since my dadi (MJ) has left for work but id terribly missed him much. I miss the times that wen i go home every weekend he waits for me and then we eat together and every weekend we spent our time together watching movies in dvd and we play with our son.  We almost let the days pass without noticing that it was almost time for sleep again…and sometimes we go out just to hang around and to buy food and stuff for our house.  We enjoy doing this together. Hope we spend more time with each other after he back home for good.

    Many people would think…who’s MJ in my life? and who am I to MJ’s life? our story was not an open book to anyone! We keep things more private and treated this as confidential. No one knows about us…We both only know na "masaya kami" and that was the main important to us. Sometimes there are some people who keep on bothering us…those people that they don’t admit to themselves that they are only part of MJ’s past…hope that they must go on with their life without bothering my family.

It’s been a year since I met MJ (Michael)..1st time I saw him i hated him kc he made kulit to me. We’ve met way back yr 2000. I fell in love with him just only in my mind, i thought he didn’t like me co’z he never showed any feeling from me but he was constantly texting me, He often txt me but i didn’t made a reply to him. He looks like a "babaero" kc and that time i don’t want to fall in love again…co’z i was just come from a dark side of my love life…a year after I decided to txt him back. We bCum txtm8 we almost txt nonsense things…para lang may mapag-usapan kami.We find comfort with each other.   A year after again our communication was lost.  We never had a chance to txt each other again….That’s was just a history 4 us!!!

After so many trials that we encountered we’re still together…we are now facing another trials in life. The Trials and hardship of building a family. But we still struggling to find a way that somehow we can prove to everybody that no matter how hard we gone through nobody or no one can separate us.  We are now facing new life but it was not just between me and MJ but with Miguel also our son.

Not all love story or fairy tale story has a happy ending but we want to prove not just to everybody that but to ourselves also that we don’t commit mistakes from the time that we choose to be with.

Our Journey to life has started but we both know that we can faced this together with the weapon of LOVE!!!

Tired of feeling all by myself
Being so different from everyone else
Somehow you knew I needed your help
Be my friend forever

I never found my star in the night
Building my dream was far from my sight
You came along and I saw the light
We’ll be friends forever

Refrain:
I can’t face the thought of you leaving
So take me along
I swear I’ll be strong
If you take me wherever you go
I wanna learn the things that you know
Now that you made me believe
I want you to take me
‘Cause I long to be
Able to see the things that you see
Know that whenever you do
I’ll follow you

Somebody must have sent you to me
What do I have you could possibly need
All I can give is my guarantee
We’ll be friends forever

I can’t face the thought of you leaving
So take me along
I swear I’ll be strong
When you take me wherever you go
I wanna learn the things that you know
Now that you made me believe
I want you to take me
‘Cause I long to be
Able to see the things that you see
Know that whenever you do
I’ll follow you

Teach me more with each passing hour
By your side
I’ll follow you
I know I would cover?
Is it true that you have the power
To capture this moment in time

Take me wherever you go
I wanna learn the things that you know
Now that you made me believe
I want you to take me
‘Cause I long to be
Able to see the things that you see
Know that whenever you do
I’ll follow you

Take me wherever you go
I wanna learn the things that you know
Now that you made me believe
(I want you to take me…)
I want you to take me…

                       I thought sometime alone
                       was what we really needed
                       you said this time would hurt more than it helps
                       but I couldn’t see that
                       I thought it was the end
                       of a beautiful story
                       and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone(alone)
                       and I tried to find
                       out if this one thing is true
                       that I’m nothing without you
                       I know better now
                       and I’ve had a change of heart I’d rather have bad times with you,
                       than
good times with someone else
                       I’d rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
                       I’d rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
                       I’d rather have the one who holds my heart
                       whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah                     
                       And then I met someone
                       and thought she could replace you
                       we got a long just fine
                       we wasted time because she was not you
                       we had a lot of fun
                       though we knew we were faking
                       love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies
                       so I’m here cause I found this one thing is true
                       that I’m nothing without you
                       I know better now
                       and I’ve had a change of heart I’d rather have bad times with you,
                       than
good times with someone else
                       I’d rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
                       I’d rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
                       I’d rather have the one who holds my heart
                       who holds my heart I can’t blame you if you turn away from me,
                       like
I’ve done you,
                       I can only prove the things I say with time,
                       please be mine,                  
                       I’d rather have bad times with(please be mine) you,
                       than good times with someone else(I know)
                       I’d rather be beside you in a storm(anytime),
                       than safe and warm by myself(so sure baby)
                       I’d rather have hard times to gether,
                       than to have it easy apart
                       I’d rather have the one who holds my heart(my heart)
                       I’d rather have
bad times with you(surely),
                       than good times with someone else(surely)
                       I’d rather be beside you in a storm(oh yeah),
                       than safe and warm by myself(all by myself)
                       I’d rather have hard times together,
                       than to have it easy apart(you know it)
                       I’d rather have the one who holds my heart
                       I’d rather have the one who holds my heart
                       I’d rather have the one who holds my heart
                       whoooo…..who holds my heart

it was a 4th day of November 2004 around 4:15am at St. Jude Hospital when i gave birth to a baby boy..we named him "MIGUEL RAIVENT" his named was given by Michael, according to him it was a counterpart name of Michael and he really likes this named…and Raivent was given by my younger brother it was came from his name…kervin…so we named our little prince…Miguel Raivent.